what is love?

favorite description of love from the movie Captain Corelli's Mandolin:

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two." -St.Augustine

be grateful for what God has given to us

yeah, we should be grateful. daily, each time for the blessings that God has given to us. why we should be grateful? what are the benefits that we can get? actually, there are lot of benefits that we can get from be grateful. but sometimes you don't realize it. i'll give you the benefits? do you want it? if yes, continue reading this post. but if not, just close this blog or read another posts! :P

1. make our lives more meaningful.

2. increases our faith in God

3. adds our rewards

4. create good habits.

5. make our lives more peaceful

if you have noticed? hope it will realize you how important to be grateful. Enjoy ur day!

the ICOSTER (?)

in ICOST, there are lot of student that have their own descriptions. i want to write. but don't imitate their bad habits

Andari: anak cewek yg tomboy, temen TK gue, asik, baik, berkacamata

Wira: lumayan rese, temennya jeffin

Annisa: baik, suka anime, pinter gambar

Michelle: my very very best friend, anaknya seru baik gokil cantik pacarnya Aldi (@michmichelleee)

Lian: berkacamata, asik, seru, baik banget, best friend gue juga, penasihat yg baik (@linlianst)

Keke: berkacamata, pinter, temen ngobrol gue waktu ulangan

Galan: anak ansambel, suka main laptopnya tp gatau gue dia main apa

Ian: gendut, suka gengsi kalo deket sm anak cewek

Joshua: pinter main gitar, tinggi, digosipin sm mayo

Kirana: anak ansambel, pianist

Lifia: my bebeh, baik, seru, aah miss you pia :(

Aak: gamer

Gue: moody, *ask yourself* (@tatawls)

Rizal: kata anak cowok disebut godhand, suka main ninja sagakatanya, pendiam

Ari: wong jowo, pindahan dari Magelang, medok kalo ngomong

Farhan: pendiem

Jeffin: ga bisa diem, gamer juga kayak Aak

Khalid: suaranya menggelegar seluruh jagat raya *lebay, lumayan bokep

Kepet: nama aslinya sih Febrian, anak futsal

Nabila: pendiem, tp pinter gambar kok

Revo: mr.president of ICOST, pinter, suka ngomong sendiri -,-

Nihal: cewek pinter, dikatain alay, tp sebenernya engga kok

Anggit: pinter, seru, kocak, asik

Dida: suaranya seperti bayi, pinter bhs inggris

Rafi: polosman, senyumnya menghipnotis pak Bambang

Ika: pinter main gitar, kembarannya Icha

Renita: temen pb (pulang bareng) gue, asik, ramah baik

Kiki: asik, ramah baik, my best friend too, anak 7K

Ayu: temen male gua, pinter gambar+pelajaran, seru, suka bola

Westy: my best friend too, mudah bergaul

ini cuma deskripsi menurut gue aja yaa, maaf kalo tersinggung :)

Sorry for long time no write

maybe for 9 days ago, this blog not updated with my write, i'm so sorry about that. when it moment, i actually din't ANY IDEA to write. so, maybe i'll post many entry to catch up my entry in this blog. Enjoy!

♥ ICOST

i've had lot of memories together with ICOST. sad, happy, thrilled, even angry. yeah, i think ICOST is one of the best class i've ever had. and it would be forever. for those people who don't know what extension of ICOST, ICOST is International Class Of Seven Three. i am who made my class name. when it first was in ICOST. i more closer with michelle and putri. i'm not yet brave and still embarassed to play and join with the others. but, gradually i began feel closerness and togetherness with ICOST. especially with my bestiest friends. they are michelle, kiki, lian, westy, and keke. and also with other friends. i actuallty don't want to leaving this class right now :'(. but, i was realize that life must go on. inevitably, i have to leave this class and have to go to 8th grade. i promise that i'd NEVER and EVER forget this class, this memories FOREVER. keep being friend, don't you decide our friendship ICOST. i'd really really miss you so bad.

thanks for being my best class :)

bye 7th grade, welcome 8th grade

on Friday my mom went to my jhs to took my report card. previous night, i had a chat on ym with ms.erlinda and i asked a litlle bit info about report card. and she said i'll go toh the 8th grade. i went to school also with my mom and my dad. and the result are good enough. but my mom said that i must to study harder in 8th grade. mom, InsyaAllah i will obey your advice :)

Everybody is Changing

yesterday, I actually know who you are
but now, I already did not know you anymore
I do not know what caused
but I feel you changed

when I met you
You do not say 'hello' to me anymore
it seems there are lots of big rocks that prevent me to talk to you
and I can not get rid of

you're talking to another friend
stay away, go away
no more our laughter
now there is just sadness

I want to tell you about this feeling
but I'm not strong enough and brave
I do not want to ruin this friendship
I just want you to change

my cat was treated in vet

hey, my cat look like sick today. when i found him this evening. i saw foamy liquid that comes out from his mouth. so, i called my mom and my mom called a vet. and vet assistant was pick up my cat after maghrib, today. and 2 hours ago the vet called my telephone home number and told me that my cat is SICK. and should be treated in his vet treatment place. she said my cat can go back to my house tomorrow if his mouth not produce the foamy liquid anymore.

aah i hope my cat going well as soon as possible. i'm waiting for you, milo :(

post gua yang pake bahasa inggris

mungkin ada beberapa post gua yang pake bahasa inggris yang bikin kalian males baca. jadi kalo ga mau baca gapapa kok, ga maksa.

tapi gua pake bahasa ingrris sekalian mau ngelatih GRAMMAR gua. sama kemampuan TENSES gua. oke? so, gausah baca kalo gamau baca. api yang udah mau baca thanks bangeeettt :* -_-

FOLLOW THIS BLOG

eh-eh yang visit blog ini vist doooonnggg.. entar di folback deh. puhleasee -_-

make a one book of four summaries and answer session for civic lesson

heyya bloggies :), i want to tell you about something. keep reading!

Mr. Soevir, our civic teacher command us to make summaries of civic lesson. we must to make each one of the summary for all of the chapter in one year academic lesson. i'm in a group with Michelle, Lian, keke, Kiki, and Westy. Michelle and Westy make a summary for chapter 3, Lian and Kki make a summary for chapter 4, Keke make a summary for chapter one, and i make a summary for chapter two.

we submit our summaries one week after Mr.Soevir comand to us. so, we have to make it as soon as possible. 4 summaries into one book of summary. first we only ordered to make a book of the summary. but, when Kiki collected our summary, Mr. Soevir told to Kiki that Mr. Soevir will hold interview session in Friday, June 11th 2010. material that will be asked depending of material that we make.

in Friday, June 11th 2010 , Me and Michelle can't follow the interview session. so, Me and Michelle make a treaty with Mr. Soevir that we will do the interview session on Tuseday, June 15th 2010 in library of building B. but, when we go to the building B we met some of the 7-1 RSBI students that also want to meet Mr. Soevir. but they told me that Mr. Soeviar aren't in Building B. so, we go back to building A again, and then i asked Mr. Sarman where is Mr. soevir. but mr. Sarman told to us that Mr. Soevir had a meeting in building A. so, Me, Michelle, and Andari (member of another group) back home first rather than the other.

but in Tuseday night, Michelle told Me that Ayu, Annisa, Nihal, adn Anggit alreadu had answer session with Mr. Soevir. apparently Mr. Soevir is in building A but his on administration room. so, in Wednesday, June 16th 2010 when we met Mr. Soevir at break time, we tell Mr. Soevir that we will do interview session that afternoon, but Mr. Soevir can't do interview session because Mr. Soevir must to go to Dufan for finish administration problem because all of the 7th grade will held field trip. so, we will do interview session in Thursday and Mr. Soevir agree with that

so, we go to the building B after we had final exam that Thursday. we met Mr. Soevir and directly yo do interview session. soon thereafter, Lifia and Renita arrived at building B. they also wanna do interview session with Mr. Soevir. and do you know what? Mr. Soevir will treat us to buy drinks. but that moment we don't accept his treat because we hasitate to accept. soon thereafter, some of the boys of my class arrived at building B to do interview session with Mr. Soevir too. and then Andari feel so thirsty and Andari asked Mr. Soevir again whether he will treat us. and his answer is YES. so, we go to the canteen and buy our drinks. apperantly the boys will treat by Mr. Soevir too. so, the change currency use by the boys for buy their drinks.

and then we talk with Mr. Soevir and then after that we go back to building A and go back to our home.

rehearsal for "Sempurna" song

to get good score for music lessons. me and my classmates are ordered to sing "sempurna" song with 2 voices, soprano and alto. Mr. Adolf, our music teacher give 2 options to sing the song per group that was divided into three groups, or sing it together (one class). but my class more prefer to sing together. and Mr. Adolf agree with our choice. so, Mr. Adolf had ordered us to practice as soon as possible so that we can sing the song with good and beautiful melodies.

my class has divided the list of who's playing musical instrument and who's sing the song. so, below is the list:

Playing musical instrument: Guitarist: Aak, Joshua, and Ika

Pianist: Galan

Violinist: Ayu, Nihal

Flautist: Annisa

Pianika players: Wira, Febrian

Singing the song: Sopran: Me, Michelle, Westy, Anggit, Renita, Lifia, Nabila, Anggit, Kirana, Keke, Dida

Alto: Kiki, Lian, Andari, Annisa, Rizal, Ian, Revo, Khalid, Farhan, Rafi, Ari

musical instruments players soon find the musical notes for 'sempurna' song. and the singers immediately divided the voice and practice it. after all enough, we practice the song to create great combination of both so that it nice to heraing.

today, we had last rehearsal because tomorrow we will play it in front of Mr. Adolf, also together with class 7-4. we had serious rehearsal but fun today. and we hope tomorrow we can play it as good as we can to get good score for music lesson.

that's all about the rehaersal story. wish me luck for tomorrow!

i'm freeeeeeee

YEAH I'M FREEEE! finally the final exam is over. i'm free. no homework, no examination. but, on monday i've to go to school to return my school books. so, ill bring a HEAVY BAG in monday. huh? can i send those books by TIKI ot mail? but, unfortunately I CAN"T

well, i've to prepare and collect those books right now.

see ya!

just random zodiac facts

ARIES

Ruler: Mars / Element: Fire / Mode: Cardinal
Pole: Positive / Third: Primordial / Half: Subjective

Unbridled expression of your inner nature; activity that is self-motivated, unaffected by others; new beginnings, the start of new cycles, birth; enthusiasm and vitality.

Aggressive, willful, powerful, assertive; enthusiastic about whatever interests you at the moment, focused in short bursts, unlikely to sustain interest in the long term; ego expression; adventurious, pioneering; Warrior-type energy; impatient with having to cooperate with others, works best alone or in leadership role; unconcerned with approval or acceptance; lacks persistance and stamina; honest and forthright, "what you see is what you get", not given to airs or pretenses; the first expression (or incarnation ) of spirit within a new cycle on the physical plane.

TAURUS

Ruler: Venus / Element: Earth / Mode: Fixed
Pole: Negative / Third: Primordial / Half: Subjective

Grounding, bringing down to earth; constancy, steadiness, fixedness; spirit becoming embodied, entering matter, taking on a form; a vessel or container for spiritual forces.

Earthy, grounded, in touch with the body; sensual, pleasure seeking; stubborn, fixed, stands their ground; focuses and concentrates energy, gives it concrete expression, practical, provides stamina and persistance; slow, steady, methodical; fertile, productive; unreflective, content to simply be; spirit becoming involved with the material world.

GEMINI

Ruler: Mercury / Element: Air / Mode: Mutable
Pole: Positive / Third: Primordial / Half: Subjective

Curiousity, cleverness, skill, communication; making connections with surroundings, trying to "figure things out"; the first display of intelligence by embodied spirit.

Talkative ("a Gemini is born with a telephone in each hand!"), communicative, sociable; loves to interact with others (at least on a superficial level); unemotional, impersonal, ruled by "rationality"; requires great mental stimulation, curious to a fault; playful, the Trickster, the Devil's Advocate; changable, inconstant, attention easily drifts to something new, seeks novelty.

CANCER

Ruler: Moon / Element: Water / Mode: Cardinal
Pole: Negative / Third: Primordial / Half: Subjective

Nurturing, support, belonging, emotional bonds; your roots, source, ground of your being; the unconscious, feelings, emotion; the Great Mother, Universal Womb; spirit's first emotional attachments to the world.

Mothering, emotional and physical nurturance; experiences and imprinting during infancy and childhood; family, ancestors, heritage, relationships to the past; belonging, feeling "at home"; maternal love, caring; feeling supported by the world, that your needs are provided for; insecurities and fears if your needs haven't been fulfilled; possessiveness, "twisted love", inability to nurture others are negative expressions.

LEO

Ruler: Sun / Element: Fire / Mode: Fixed
Pole: Positive / Third: Individual / Half: Subjective

Spirit entering the realm of the individual person; ego development, setting yourself apart from the rest of the world, becoming your own person; self-expression, being true to your inner nature, acting from the heart; dawning awareness of self in relation to others.

Ego, self-centered, arrogant; fixed, stubborn, persistant; artistic or creative expression as a vehicle for revealing "who I am"; needs to be a center of attention, requires acknowledgment and approval, likes to be noticed and appreciated ("ego-strokes"); personal integrity, true to self, honorable, trustworthy; kingly, self-assured, confident.

VIRGO

Ruler: Mercury / Element: Earth / Mode: Mutable
Pole: Negative / Third: Individual / Half: Subjective

Embodiment of the individual in the world; problems of adjustment dealing with the world and others; perfection of your approach to life, development of mundane skills; ability to change to adapt to life better.

Service, helping, self-effacing; perfectionist, always seeking to improve, efficiency; practical, functional, interested in crafts and projects; true to self in a simple, unassuming manner; reacts to defeats and setbacks by pulling back and altering approach, lacks confidence in the face of opposition; lives up to duties and responsiblities; interested in maintaining the body as a fit vehicle; diet, exercise, herbs, etc.; aware of conflicts with others, of the give and take required by life.

LIBRA

Ruler: Venus / Element: Air / Mode: Cardinal
Pole: Positive / Third: Individual / Half: Objective

Spirit as individual entering into relationship with others; partnership, one-to-one relationships, meeting others as an equal, interdependency; encountering repressed parts of yourself through others (via projection); going beyond ego boundaries; peace, harmony, balance; social awareness.

Partners, marriage; learning how to get along peacably with others, treating others as equals; "I vs. You", conflict, enemies; art, beauty, harmonious surroundings; distressed by stressful, inharmonious interactions; intimacy; people in counseling professions.

SCORPIO

Ruler: Pluto / Element: Water / Mode: Fixed
Pole: Negative / Third: Individual / Half: Objective

Transformation, change, ego-death, rebirth, transcendence; intense emotional involvement with the process of personal growth; movement from individual certainties to the "mysteries of life"; spirit breaking through the limitations of individual ego.

Intense, passionate, brooding, magnetic; stubborn, unyielding, driven by emotions; stands up for self, usually covertly, manipulates power; understands deeper layers of the psyche beyond the ego, unable to communicate this well leading to misunderstandings; intrigued by the "dark side" of life; the underground, people whose job involves going beneath surface appearances; sexuality, especially the transformative power of the orgasm; self-mastery, breaking free of illusory limitations, the Hero.

SAGITARIUS

Ruler: Jupiter / Element: Fire / Mode: Mutable
Pole: Positive / Third: Universal / Half: Objective

Spirit moving beyond the realm of the individual into the world at large; becoming a member of a wider society; experiences that lead to consciousness expansion, being receptive to new points of view, wisdom, enlightenment; using your talents for the benefit of the greater whole.

Freedom loving, idealist, unfettered by "small thinking"; inspiration; religion, philosophy, the law; awareness of your connections to the rest of the world; can be distant from others, afraid to give up freedom, reluctant to be tied down; on the other hand, aware of the value of the social contract; enthusiastic, gregarious, generous; loves abstract, theoretical ideas, sees the big picture, ignores the details; in love with an ideal; foreign travel, liberating experiences.

CAPRICORN

Ruler: Saturn / Element: Earth / Mode: Cardinal
Pole: Negative / Third: Universal / Half: Objective

Spirit's attempt to bring about the perfect society, to create heaven on earth; making practical, efficient connections with others on the physical plane; ambitious, feels pride in accomplishments; concern with truth, reality, "hard facts"; relationship to authority.

Serious, determined, disciplined, focused; needs to play more; fathering, disciplining love; authority figures; seeks certainties in life, wants things "cast in concrete"; the Businessman, concerned with the practical relationships to support yourself within society; not interested in "blue sky" ideas, needs to bring theory into concrete reality; "knowing the rules and playing the game"; making a niche in the world.

AQUARIUS

Ruler: Uranus / Element: Air / Mode: Fixed
Pole: Positive / Third: Universal / Half: Objective

Spirit's attempt to create ideal relationships and organizations, based on freedom and cooperation between individuals; free-thinking, unorthodox, not shackled by outdated ideology; the perfection of society.

Even though ideas are often far-sighted, they can be held and expressed in rigid, dogmatic fashion (this is a fixed sign, afterall!); "everyone should be free to be just like me!"; idealistic, utopian; derives sense of identity from groups and their goals, tends to dominate them; impersonal thinking, detached from emotional considerations; produces "humanitarian without compassion"; friendships based on common goal.

PISCES

Ruler: Neptune / Element: Water / Mode: Mutable
Pole: Negative / Third: Universal / Half: Objective

Surrender to the universe, to higher goals; ego sacrifice; compassion and empathy, selfless work; seeing the unity of all things; the ends of cycles, forming "seeds" for the next cycle of growth; spirit as individual dissolving back into pure spirit.

Mysticism, escape into the One; sees the unity, fails to make "normal" distinctions, often weak ego; victim, martyr, servant; tends to escapism, fantasy, drugs (especially alcohol), religion; very receptive, sensitive, even psychic; co-dependency, care-taking; withdrawn from the world; release from the world.

not study anymore x)

ini kan hari kamis, besok hari jumat. hari jumat jadwal ulangannya bahasa ingrris sama english aja. jaadii gua memutuskan buat ga belajar malem ini. *jangan di contoh bagi yg belum cukup umur-_-*. hari ini gua mau BALAS DENDAM . tapi oonnya gua, gua gatau hari ini mau ngapain-_-

yaudah deh, gua segini aja ya nulisnya. *sedang mencari inspirasi*

suka duka memelihara kucing

pertama-tama, yang pertama, paling pertama *oke ini ga lucu, HAHA* gua kan punya kucing persian peaknose. namanya milo. pas pertama kali gua beli nama aslinya cat wortel *aneh kan?* jadi gua, nyokap sama adek gua mutusin buat ganti nama menjadi MILO. nih kucing pertama kali ke rumah gua kayak agak stress gara-gara di gangguin mulu sama adek gua.

waktu itu kan gua ke dokter hewan buat nge-vaksin milo. ohiya umurnya milo sekarang 6 bulan. 3 bulan lagi melahirkan -_-. lahir tanggal 2 atau 12 desember 2009 *gatau pastinya tanggal berapa*. dan pertama kali diperiksa di sudah *jeng jeng* menderita sakit flu jadi gabisa vaksin karena masih sakit.

flu kucing juga ada obatnya woy. dan do you know what? obatnya kayak lendir dan itu diminuminnya pake suntikan. minggu depannya gua ke salon kucing dan milo udah sakit lagi. kali ini sakit gara-gara telinganya penuh kotoran. bulunya jg gampang rontok. elah ni kucing gua banyak bet sakitnya-_-.

ohya kucing kan buang hajat juga. pertama-tamanya dia kalo abis buang hajat dikubur sendiri. tp belakangan ini hajatnya dia gamau dikubur dan dibiarkan begitu saja sehingga ruang tengah keluarga gua BAU EEK. milo jg demen bet kabur. jd kalo ada celah pintu yg terbuka SEDIKIT AJA, milo langsung nyelonong dan ngumpet di kolong mobil. gara-gara itu gua akhirnya memberi sebuah nama julukan buat dia. yeeay namanya 'ANAK NAKAL DARI BOJONG'. gua gatau kenapa nama itu yg gua pilih. tp nama itu terlintas di otak gua makanya gua langsung kasih nama itu.

diatas itu tadi gambarnya milo

twitter butuh dokter

so, so, so what's happened to me?i want story-story to you

twitter butuh dokter. itu kata yg tepat buat twitter sekarang. akhir-akhir ini twitter sering over capacity, dan yg paling parah TWEETS GUA ILANG *oke ini agak lebay. katanya mau dibalikin, tp gua tunggu kok ga muncul-muncul. hari ini gua udh limit 2 kali. anjayyyy bangat padahal hari ini gua lagi mood buat nge-bacot.

tadi gua mengkhayal sebagai pembuat twitter atau dokter twitter. khayalan gua kalo gua jadi pembuat twitter gua mau bikin characters di twitter jadi 500, limit kalo udah bacot 200 tweets dalam sehari, terus gua mau bikin SPEAKING TWITTER. yeah, khayalannya mungkin aneh. tapi gatau kenapa gua pengen bikin kayak gitu. jadi kalo mau update tweet kita tinggal bilang "lagi onntheway" di pc/ hape tempat kita tweeting. terus kata-katanya ngetik sendiri. gua juga mau bikin twitter buat ga OVER CAPACITY.

dan gua juga mau jadiii tukang reaparasi twitter. *gua sendiri jg agak aneh waktu nulis*.

well, bye semuanyaaaaaaaaaaa. *semoga khayalan gua .....*

lazy to study

it's Sunday, June 13rd 2010. and tomorrow is the 3rd day of final exam. and do you know what? i'm too lazy to study. but, i still try to study even i just can remember a little bit of the subject matter. don't copy this bad habit :P.

i hope tomorrow i can answer the question clearly, no detention. well, do you want to pray for me?

first day on final exam

heyheyhey i'm going to talk about this final exam. today, the subject are mathematic and PTD. i'm going to tell you for math first.

i was studied in Wednesday night for math test. i opened my math notes book and read for a moment. but, i feel bored. so, i turned on my notebook and start to open twitter, facebook, blog, and other site. it just for half an hour. and i feel hungry so i went to first floor at my house and ate my dinner. after that, i go back to my room and start to study and (also) open my notebook. i learned for half an hour but i feel so sleepy. so, i go to bed and start to sleep.

Thursday morning i woke up at 4.38 am, i go to bathroom and start to take a shower and it was finished at 4.59 (had a long time huh?). and then i dressed up

and wore my sock and ate my breakfast. at 5.19 am. i goes to school and arrived at 6.10 am. because i didn't study PTD at night, i was studied it in the school and do the exercise and i also study together with my friends.

The bell is already ringing so i'm going to start this math test. i fiil the answer sheet and start to finish the question. i had the stuck time when i do number 28, 32, 37. but, i keep answer it. and then at 9.00 am i had my break time had ate my lunch earlier. 10.30 am i go back to class and start to answer PTD's question. and do you know what? this question are soooo difficult, but i still answer it for some number. maybe pak pur had his trance when he make that question.

at 11.oo am i finished my PTD question and at 11.30 am i go back to home. i also go to mcD and bought one regular french fries. and i'm at home at 1.30 pm and i ate ice cream and start to write this post.

maybe my story too long to read, so i would end this post, andd

love y' all :')

Something info about me

heyheyhey welcome to my blog. i'm a newbie.

nama: mifta ratna maghfira a.k.a tata (i've only one nickname)

ttl: 5 Juni 1997 (wanna give some gifts when my birthday come huh?)

sex: female (agak diragukan-_-)

tinggal: cibubur, perumahan, numpang, rumah orang tua

hobi: baca buku, tweeting, blogging huh?

motto: if someone hurt your heart, pay it if you wanna find more trouble, but leave it if you want to fix problem (oke ini asal yang penting ada di otak gua) :p

fav music: glee, secondhand serenade, etc, pop, ajep-ajep (?)

some random fact:

• sometimes i'm lazy to do my homework
• maybe i'm a gleek
• cepet bosan

you can describe me after you read this blog. DON'T DESCRIBE IF YOU AREN'T READ THIS BLOG BEFORE.

keep enjoying and have fun :)

and bye :D